Tuesday, April 17, 2012

today on my mind ...

i hate writing ... and it is exactly why I am starting blog - to develop my love (read - skills) for expressing my thoughts... on things.... in english (to be honest i hate writing in russian too - my first language - but english in new york where i live seems to be more in demand... i am in constant stress :)... to add more stress, let's begin.... what am i going to write about? - i am not sure. have kids, love them, but don't think i manage to write any posts on potty training and schools  - not yet :) it most likely be about fashion, restaurants, travel... you know, those things :) ... beautiful and chic... easy ones. things we think about when we don't want to THINK... nooo, i am not that deep to develop this thought - again, not yet :)

ok, enough, seriously, let's start with most important thing:

need to loose 20lbs asap. how asap? in 2 weeks going to miami, that's how :) more realistically would be to say 10lbs, in my case - can only hope for 5... no willpower whatsoever. well, there is some, but defiantly not for 20. THE PLAN is to not eat 'white' stuff - bread & sugar (obvious ones), and diary (why? not sure, but it seems to be the only thing i haven't tried not to eat... maybe that's the reason (...riiight, only one :)) i will most likely be pretending again that i have to coverup at the pool to not get burned (i don't burn... and i am NOT that fat, but there are some places...)

... so this is it for the first time. was fun actually, and self-learning :) things i learned tonight:
- i do have kinda low self-esteem... will work on it right after "writing" problem :)
- i use smily face A LOT ... but honestly, i believe it's time to add it to keyboard and official list of punctuation signs... we are on internet!

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